Monday, February 29, 2016

Essense of understanding

When seeking meaning one often gets too involved with the words. An old story speaks about a similar problem.

 A devoted monk, after years concentrating on a particular mantra, had attained enough insight to begin teaching. His humility was far from perfect, but the teachers at the monastery were not worried.

A few years of successful teaching left the monk with no thoughts about learning from anyone; but upon hearing about a famous hermit living nearby, the opportunity was too exciting to be passed up.

The hermit lived alone on an island at the middle of a lake, so the monk hired a man with a boat to row across to the island. The monk was very respectful of the old hermit. As they shared some tea made with herbs the monk asked the hermit about his spiritual practice. The old man said he had no spiritual practice, except for a mantra which he repeated all the time to himself. The monk was pleased: the hermit was using the same mantra he had himself mastered -- but when the hermit recited the mantra aloud, the meditator was horrified!

"What's wrong?" asked the hermit.

"I don't know what to say. I'm afraid you've wasted your whole life! You are pronouncing the mantra incorrectly.

"Oh, Dear! That is terrible. How should I say it?"

The monk gave the correct pronunciation, and the old hermit was very grateful, asking to be left alone so he could get started right away. On the way back across the lake the monk, now confirmed as an accomplished teacher, was pondering the sad fate of the hermit.

"It's so fortunate that I came along. At least he will have a little time to practice correctly before he dies." Just then, the monk noticed that the boatman was looking quite shocked, and turned to see the hermit standing respectfully on the water, next to the boat.

"Excuse me, please. I hate to bother you, but I've forgotten the correct pronunciation again. Would you please repeat it for me?"

"You obviously don't need it," stammered the monk; but the old man persisted in his polite request until the monk relented and told him again the way he thought the mantra should be pronounced.

The old hermit was saying the mantra very carefully, slowly, over and over, as he walked across the surface of the water back to the island.

Sounds of silence

i have always wondered what is the sound of silence.... for never have i ever heard it. no matter how quiet it is i always manage hear something...

then it struck me, its not the hearing that takes u there,  its the feeling.... some sounds by their presence make me aware of the silence.... of the peace and the quiet.... like right now.... admist the gentle waking of the dawn, the chirping, the tweeting, all in the distance, muted. the rustling of wind blown leaves, the final thwacks of the night watchman's bamboo stick, and in the distance a cowherd and the jingling of cowbells....
among them i feel the sound of silence.... i laze some more, greedily dragging out the moments....

Parent Musings

as a child i often looked towards the skies, and when i spotted an aircraft flying i would hold up my palms and track it thinking to myself i was holding it up, and guiding it on its way. it made me feel very powerful....

as a parent i still look up at the skies, only now i often see AJ flying high up and when i do i immediately hold up my palms and start tracking her. i would love to tell myself thats its me who is holding her up, and guiding her.... but i know better now.....

how she feels me with pride only i know.

Carefree Dancer

ramjo ye ramiye befikre, je bajuma baki na ramiye

dance you carefree dancer, how does it matter that the others are still...

i was thinking how in most ancient languages there is no difference between the being and the doing, both are described by the same word...so 'ramiye' here stands both for the dancer as well the act of dancing....at one level it makes things so simple....u are something so just be it...no layers, no masks, no complications...